Akimashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!~
Happy New Year!

Posting something again for the sake of self-satisfaction :3

So last Christmas, I received one of the best gifts ever. It wasn't any gaming pc or peripherals, nor it was Kraken headphones (which I've really wanted  >_<).
I was totally beaten down during Christmas eve, so I slept it through which was kinda dumb. I woke up at 4:00 AM and noticed 8 SMS on my phone. Some of it were messages from my friends and at the bottom of my inbox, I saw her name with an unopened message. I felt hot blood rushing through my veins, my hands got sweaty, my head went hay-wired, my mouth was drying up. This was her first SMS since that day. Nervously, I opened it and silently read it.

"Hi. :) Merry Christmas, How are you? I'm not sure if you still know who I am, joke! XD Sorry, I wasn't able to talk to you during our exams, I got scared. Please don't think that you're not a worthy person and we just broke up because of my parent remember? There wasn't any other reason, that was just it. You shouldn't get hurt with that reason right? Just don't forget. I don't want to make promises, but I hope you could wait. I love you :)
enjoy :*:* "

"This already happened to me, I hope you could really wait, I'm being too selfish right? Sorry. It still depends on you if you can wait for me, that's the reason I'm scared to be committed in a relationship, and yeah it happened. I hope next year, even though we broke up, we could still get closer. Even if we broke up, we could still continue loving each other right? I hope the questions in your letter were answered with my text right?"

I got butterflies in my stomach the whole day. I smiled like an idiot. I was nice to everyone I talked to. Even though my internet was lagging, I didn't care, I was in a bliss. I even reactivated my old facebook account. I'm probably being too optimistic and romantic again but who cares, this is what I feel right now. I can confidently answer YES to her. Yes I can wait, I'll always be waiting for you like I always did.

Now it's the 31st of December, I still don't know what to send or post that would catch her attention and make her smile like what happened to me.
Setting that aside, I'm thankful for this year, yeah shit happened all the time, but of course, there were some wonderful memories that will surely make me smirk when I remember it. Goodbye 2014, Haeyo 2015!!!~

-oya
12-31-14

Ohayou!~

It's currently 12:00 AM and I just woke up from a dream that will probably occupy my mind for a long time =_=

Here's what happened in that specific trance.

I was in an unfamiliar classroom, sitting on top of a desk. Then I see a shelve in front of me, there was a bottle of Nutella, some pieces of bread and chocolates on it. I couldn't help but make a peanut-butter sandwich out of those ingredients. After making some of it, I instinctively called out my girlfriend (ex), and she happily sat with me and started eating. I can't hear what she was talking about but she was smiling so I didn't mind it. The next scene was outside, in an open road to be exact. We saw some people practicing a dance, so we both started dancing with a different steps than those people. I didn't even feel any shame dancing with her, although I have two left feet to begin with. She was leading me and I merrily dance my heart out. Someone threw a ball-point pen at me, then I woke up.

I felt nauseous when I got up from the bed and quickly went to the sink to drink a glass of water. After drinking, I went out of the house and started walking aimlessly into the night. I felt weirdly nostalgic and wanted to cry but I couldn't. I came back at the house after 30 minutes of walking and feeling the chilly winds of December. I wanted to interpret that dream.

 It has been eight days since that day when I got broken and I'm still not in the mood to go back to school. I probably just need a hard beating to get my senses back.

I still love HER. I wonder what SHE thinks about me, or if SHE still even thinks about me.

Ja'

Today, at 7 in the evening, my second serious relationship came to an end.

I maybe saying this out of egoism and immaturity but I still don't want it to end that easily. I know she's still young and I'm still not rich nor capable of starting our own life, I have to accept this hard fact that we have to break up.

It's sad, frustrating, annoying, disappointing, and f*****g stupid.

I don't even have anything to say to her mother that just recently discovered our secret (thanks to a b.s. accomplice in our school).

I remember someone saying that no matter how hard you try or how much effort you apply, not everything will sway with you. I find it difficult to swallow but I don't have any better options. Now that this happened, I'm losing every bit of inspiration and motivation to stay in school. I feel that it's becoming meaningless. Yes I have my own set of friends but a lover is a lover, you can't compare a friend to your lover.

tl;dr

We broke up, I feel shit, I'm immature.

Now I have to go to a convenience store to buy more liquor because I'm getting sober again.

Going PVE Hero Solo Style (SM)

So here's a vid of me with my Spiritmaster Soloing Sauro Supply Base. I only managed to upload one video though.
You can use this as a reference if you also want to solo instances and world bosses, just remember that not all bosses can be soloed. Some has just plain sick damage that can insta-kill even a fully buffed Earth Spirit (e.g. Brigade General Tahabata, Bosses on Alliance-only instances).
Before trying this out, I recommend that you must have at least a Full mythical PVE set (Sauro/DR/IS/IO mythicals) with an Orb/Jewel (moar MP/HP) and get an MB of 3700+ fully buffed. I'm currently on full Incensed Hyperion Spiritmaster's Set and sitting on 4200+ MB fully buffed.

Tips:
*Only use Earth Spirit, Magma/Tempest has lower HP and enmity boost compared to Earth (just like in the video);
*Spam Spirit Treat and Spirit Pique they greatly increase the spirit's enmity;
*Use Spirit Armor of Darkness/(forgot the ely version), it's the DP spirit buff, trust me this buff is awesome and makes your spirit a bit more tankier;
*Reserve the 100% heals (Healing Spirit and Spirit Recovery) for hard hitting skills (most of them has casting time);
*Spam Replenish Element, if it's not enough use Spirit Disturbance (earth) because this skill lets your spirit leech off some HP;
*Mind your DPS, stick with DoTS (Damage over Time Skills) this will keep your enmity value low, use Absorb Vitality and Backdraft whenever they're off cd (remember Replenish Element consumes HP instead of MP);
*Basics, clear the Boss area first, use Fine Recovery Potions (not Serums), have AP pots incase of emergencies;
 *Before the boss dies, make sure that you've dotted it with Spirit Erosion for it increases the drop rate of the monster when it is killed along with the debuff.

Soloing takes time and effort, but the rewards are better ('cause you won't be sharing them lol). In my opinion, soloing with a Spiritmaster is better than using a cleric (better dps/ lesser kitting/ better loots).

Thanks for reading and I hope this helps ! :)

Haeyo! Oya here again to share my egoistic childish adult life.

So I'm writing this while waiting for my girl to come home, it's kinda boring yet entertaining at the same time. Why? I have this strange hobby of making up stories while observing people that pass by. I never once tried writing these on paper, it's just a spur of the moment thoughts. I once told this strange past-time to a close friend and he was somewhat surprised. He recommended that I should at least jot it down and finish those strories.

Meanwhile, I'm worried about her. I mean yes I trust her, but I don't think I can trust her shady 'friends'. I may just be over-thinking  again but I can't help it, she's a still a girl no matter how tough she is. Or maybe it's this tiny bit of jealousy that I feel when she spends time with her friends.

After an hour and a half of waiting, I finally see her crossing the road. She seemed kinda surprised when she caught a glimpse of me. We had a short chat and she told me to ride the puj already. I didn't want to upset her so I jumped to the next one that passed. She bade goodbye with her sweetest smile.

Ja'ne, mata ashita (>_<)/
I'll probably have a good sleep tonight :D

12-1-14

Domo!~
It's Oya here again, and I just want to share something that happened this past few days.

So my girl and I had a fight or should I say she got mad at me -.-
Sorry I haven't said it first but yeah I'm currently dating this girl that we can call 'Key-pop'.
I said something that was quite lewd and she got offended by it. Yeah that was a bad move >.< but I don't regret it. At least, I learned a new thing about her :D
I felt shitty for what I did, immersed myself in gaming just to forget the guilt. Of course I apologized repeatedly but she wouldn't listen. So I figured that she needed sometime to let her head cool down. Key-pop did the silent treatment that lasted for about five days D:

Finally, at about 10 in the morning today, she sent an SMS, asking why I haven't attended our class. I replied that I was feeling under the weather, but she kept on teasing me to tell her the real reason. I said, "Stop teasing me, you know why" and asked her if she was still mad at me. She replied "No" and I asked what should I do to make it up to her, and she said that I should just avoid skipping classes.

My heart skipped a beat, back in my head I was thinking "Yes! She still loves me, huehuehue!" Seriously, this is one of the things that's weird about myself, whenever she sends me a mail, I feel a tingly sensation in my heart =3 I really have caught this contagious illness called "LOVE."

Fort Sieges in Gamez Aion

Screenshots were taken last night's Pradeth Fortress Siege (3:00 AM GMT+8)
Fight was ~35 Asmodians vs ~60 Elyos. The war was clearly one-sided since we (Asmodians) were clearly outnumbered by the other faction. Fortress Sieges in Aion relies heavily on numbers and how well organized the siege offense/defense is and because of this, Elyos dominates the whole game with 100% Influential Ratio.
I'm not always present in sieges but when I do, I can always anticipate that I'll be zerged by a bunch of noobies in a full party. It's not fun to die w/o even fighting back D:
Well, so much for my qq, can't do anything about it. Meh I just hope that Gamez will do something about the overpopulated Elyos'.

Hello!!!
This is my very first blog post. I don't have a specific genre for this blog-site, I'll only post what I feel to post :3
So this might be filled mostly with poems, game screenshots and the likes.

If you're wondering what am I playing, it's called Aion and I'm currently on a private server Gamez Aion.

Ja' ne (^_^)/