I maybe saying this out of egoism and immaturity but I still don't want it to end that easily. I know she's still young and I'm still not rich nor capable of starting our own life, I have to accept this hard fact that we have to break up.
It's sad, frustrating, annoying, disappointing, and f*****g stupid.
I don't even have anything to say to her mother that just recently discovered our secret (thanks to a b.s. accomplice in our school).
I remember someone saying that no matter how hard you try or how much effort you apply, not everything will sway with you. I find it difficult to swallow but I don't have any better options. Now that this happened, I'm losing every bit of inspiration and motivation to stay in school. I feel that it's becoming meaningless. Yes I have my own set of friends but a lover is a lover, you can't compare a friend to your lover.
tl;dr
We broke up, I feel shit, I'm immature.
Now I have to go to a convenience store to buy more liquor because I'm getting sober again.
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