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Akimashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!~
Happy New Year!

Posting something again for the sake of self-satisfaction :3

So last Christmas, I received one of the best gifts ever. It wasn't any gaming pc or peripherals, nor it was Kraken headphones (which I've really wanted  >_<).
I was totally beaten down during Christmas eve, so I slept it through which was kinda dumb. I woke up at 4:00 AM and noticed 8 SMS on my phone. Some of it were messages from my friends and at the bottom of my inbox, I saw her name with an unopened message. I felt hot blood rushing through my veins, my hands got sweaty, my head went hay-wired, my mouth was drying up. This was her first SMS since that day. Nervously, I opened it and silently read it.

"Hi. :) Merry Christmas, How are you? I'm not sure if you still know who I am, joke! XD Sorry, I wasn't able to talk to you during our exams, I got scared. Please don't think that you're not a worthy person and we just broke up because of my parent remember? There wasn't any other reason, that was just it. You shouldn't get hurt with that reason right? Just don't forget. I don't want to make promises, but I hope you could wait. I love you :)
enjoy :*:* "

"This already happened to me, I hope you could really wait, I'm being too selfish right? Sorry. It still depends on you if you can wait for me, that's the reason I'm scared to be committed in a relationship, and yeah it happened. I hope next year, even though we broke up, we could still get closer. Even if we broke up, we could still continue loving each other right? I hope the questions in your letter were answered with my text right?"

I got butterflies in my stomach the whole day. I smiled like an idiot. I was nice to everyone I talked to. Even though my internet was lagging, I didn't care, I was in a bliss. I even reactivated my old facebook account. I'm probably being too optimistic and romantic again but who cares, this is what I feel right now. I can confidently answer YES to her. Yes I can wait, I'll always be waiting for you like I always did.

Now it's the 31st of December, I still don't know what to send or post that would catch her attention and make her smile like what happened to me.
Setting that aside, I'm thankful for this year, yeah shit happened all the time, but of course, there were some wonderful memories that will surely make me smirk when I remember it. Goodbye 2014, Haeyo 2015!!!~

-oya
12-31-14