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Ohayou!~

It's currently 12:00 AM and I just woke up from a dream that will probably occupy my mind for a long time =_=

Here's what happened in that specific trance.

I was in an unfamiliar classroom, sitting on top of a desk. Then I see a shelve in front of me, there was a bottle of Nutella, some pieces of bread and chocolates on it. I couldn't help but make a peanut-butter sandwich out of those ingredients. After making some of it, I instinctively called out my girlfriend (ex), and she happily sat with me and started eating. I can't hear what she was talking about but she was smiling so I didn't mind it. The next scene was outside, in an open road to be exact. We saw some people practicing a dance, so we both started dancing with a different steps than those people. I didn't even feel any shame dancing with her, although I have two left feet to begin with. She was leading me and I merrily dance my heart out. Someone threw a ball-point pen at me, then I woke up.

I felt nauseous when I got up from the bed and quickly went to the sink to drink a glass of water. After drinking, I went out of the house and started walking aimlessly into the night. I felt weirdly nostalgic and wanted to cry but I couldn't. I came back at the house after 30 minutes of walking and feeling the chilly winds of December. I wanted to interpret that dream.

 It has been eight days since that day when I got broken and I'm still not in the mood to go back to school. I probably just need a hard beating to get my senses back.

I still love HER. I wonder what SHE thinks about me, or if SHE still even thinks about me.

Ja'